January 14, 2016 When is it going to be enough...

Here I am a 45 year old woman, wife, mother of 4 & blessed beyond belief!! Truly, I am so blessed so my confusion is very real when I find myself asking, "What are you looking for? You have so much already!" I have spent the last 25+ years of my life trying to figure out just that. I'm sitting here at the computer typing when I should be doing so many other productive things. My heart is heavy...

One thing that continues to resonate is food. Not only due to the fact that I'm an addict, for sure, but I know that I need, I must eat better. Food is a huge chunk to my answer for physical, spiritual, & emotional health. I've started & stopped, excelled & regressed, began then had a glorious FLOP on many, we're talking "MANY with a capital M" eating programs! My hope, my prayer, my dream is that this the MILLIONTH TIME will in fact BE THE CHARM!!

I was sitting in my favorite thinking spot...Nathan Ralph you know where that is:)...& decided that I will create a blog to journal thoughts, inspiration, desperation, helps so that maybe someone out there can relate & then know for themselves that it is never too late. In the words of a wise philosopher,

"I choose life!" Sid the Sloth:)